Monday, September 22, 2008

This is an outstanding piece about David Foster Wallace. At least Jonathan Lethem, Rick Moody, Michael Chabon, Bret Easton Ellis, Donna Tartt continue on.


The Best Mind of His Generation
By A. O. SCOTT
Reviewing a biography of Jorge Luis Borges in The New York Times Book Review a few years back, David Foster Wallace attacked the standard biographical procedure of mining the lives of writers for clues to their work, and vice versa. Borges’s stories, he insisted, “so completely transcend their motive cause that the biographical facts become, in the deepest and most literal way, irrelevant.”
What’s true of writers’ lives is also, surely, true of their deaths. The temptation to regard Mr. Wallace’s suicide last weekend as anything other than a private tragedy must be resisted. But the strength of the temptation should nonetheless be acknowledged. Mr. Wallace was hardly one to conceal himself within his work; on the contrary, his personality is stamped on every page — so much so that the life and the work can seem not just connected but continuous.
Beyond this, Mr. Wallace was the kind of literary figure whose career was emblematic of his age. He may not have been the most famous novelist of his time, but more than anyone else, he exemplified and articulated the defining anxieties and attitudes of his generation.
Mr. Wallace’s vibrant body of work — reportage and criticism as well as two novels and three volumes of shorter fiction — pursued themes that in retrospect look uncomfortably like portents. His last book of stories was called “Oblivion,” and an earlier collection included the stories “Death Is Not the End,” “Suicide as a Sort of Present” and “The Depressed Person.” Even his most exuberant explorations of absurdity are edged with melancholy. “Infinite Jest,” the enormous, zeitgeist-gobbling novel that set his generation’s benchmark for literary ambition, is, for all its humor, an encyclopedia of phobia, anxiety, compulsion and mania.
The moods that Mr. Wallace distilled so vividly on the page — the gradations of sadness and madness embedded in the obsessive, recursive, exhausting prose style that characterized both his journalism and his fiction — crystallized an unhappy collective consciousness. And it came through most vividly in his voice. Hyperarticulate, plaintive, self-mocking, diffident, overbearing, needy, ironical, almost pathologically self-aware (and nearly impossible to quote in increments smaller than a thousand words) — it was something you instantly recognized even hearing it for the first time. It was — is — the voice in your own head.
Or mine, at any rate. When, as an undergraduate with a head full of literary theory and a heartsick longing for authenticity, I first encountered David Foster Wallace, I experienced what is commonly called the shock of recognition. Actually, shock is too clean, too safe a word for my uncomfortable sense that not only did I know this guy, but he knew me. He could have been a T.A. in one of my college courses, or the slightly older guy in Advanced Approaches to Interpretation who sat slightly aloof from the others and had not only mastered the abstruse and trendy texts everyone else was reading, but also skipped backward, sideways and ahead. It was impressive enough that he could do philosophy — the mathematical kind, not just the French kind. But he also played tennis — Mr. Wallace, in fact, had competed seriously in the sport — and could quote lyrics from bands you only pretended you’d heard of. Without even trying, he was cooler than everyone else.
All this shone through Mr. Wallace’s fiction. He had the intellectual moves and literary tricks diagrammed in advance: the raised-eyebrow, mock-earnest references to old TV shows and comic books; the acknowledgment that truth was a language game. He was smarter than anyone else, but also poignantly aware that being smart didn’t necessarily get you very far, and that the most visible manifestations of smartness — wide erudition, mastery of trivia, rhetorical facility, love of argument for its own sake — could leave you feeling empty, baffled and dumb.
Another way of saying this is that Mr. Wallace, born in 1962 and the author of an acclaimed first novel at age 24, anchored his work in an acute sense of generational crisis. None of his peers were preoccupied so explicitly with how it felt to arrive on the scene as a young, male American novelist dreaming of glory, late in the 20th century and haunted by a ridiculous, poignant question: what if it’s too late? What am I supposed to do now?
This is a common feeling for those of us born in the 1960s (for the record, I’m four years younger than Mr. Wallace). If you were, let’s say, a faculty brat in the 1970s, living in a provincial college town — Champaign, Ill., in Mr. Wallace’s case or Chapel Hill, N.C., in mine — you felt a weird post-traumatic vibe from many of the adults you met. And, if, as an adolescent or an undergraduate, you found your way into books, you kept seeing — on syllabuses, at the campus bookstore, on your parents’ shelves — the monuments of the previous era, most intriguingly the masterworks laid down by brave exemplars of experimentalism, iconoclasts who disassembled the worn machinery of the novel and put it back together in crazy, ingenious ways: William Gaddis and John Barth, Thomas Pynchon and Kurt Vonnegut. These guys — and most were guys — pointed the way forward.
But they also blocked the path. Mr. Wallace knew this very well. He regarded the lions of postmodernism as heroes, but also as obstacles. “If I have an enemy,” he said in the early 1990s, “a patriarch for my patricide, it’s probably Barth and Coover and Burroughs, even Nabokov and Pynchon.” That’s a lot of fathers for one Oedipal struggle, and Wallace expended a lot of energy trying to assimilate and overcome their influences.
But he was not only preoccupied with staking out a position in relation to other writers. Again and again, he returned to a basic, perhaps the basic, philosophical question facing anyone with a blank screen and a story to tell. What am I going to say? How am I going to say it? It’s never an easy question, but perhaps no one illustrated its difficulty with so much energy, good humor and conceptual rigor. In the story “Octet,” a section begins “you are, unfortunately, a fiction writer” and then proceeds, hilariously and infuriatingly, to diagram the dimensions of that misfortune. One long, brilliant, crazy footnote ends: “None of that was very clearly put and might well ought to get cut. It may be that none of this real-narrative-honesty-v.-sham-narrative-honesty stuff can even be talked about up front.”
And yet Mr. Wallace never stopped trying. Even when his subject matter took him outside himself — into the world of lobsters, tennis players, cruise-ship vacationers or presidential campaigners — the fundamental problems of writing remained in the foreground. I suspect that Mr. Wallace’s persona — at once unbearably sophisticated and hopelessly naïve, infinitely knowing and endlessly curious — will be his most durable creation.
“Infinite Jest” is a masterpiece that’s also a monster — nearly 1,100 pages of mind-blowing inventiveness and disarming sweetness. Its size and complexity make it forbidding and esoteric. The other big books published since by members of Mr. Wallace’s age cohort — “Middlesex,” by Jeffrey Eugenides; “The Corrections,” by Jonathan Franzen; “The Fortress of Solitude,” by Jonathan Lethem; “The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay,” by Michael Chabon — are more accessible, easier to connect with and to give prizes to. They are family chronicles, congenial hybrids of domestic melodrama, immigrant chronicle, magic realism as well as the more traditional kind. Not easy books, necessarily, but not aggressively difficult, either.
In their different ways, though, these novels and their authors — along with other itchy late- and post-boomer white guys like Richard Powers, Rick Moody and Dave Eggers — stand in Mr. Wallace’s shadow. Not because his version of their generational crisis was better or truer than theirs, but rather because it was purer and more rigorous. In some ways, the figure he resembles most is Ezra Pound. Not the loony, ranting figure Pound eventually became, but rather the innovative and uncompromising modernist he was in his prime. Pound, in the teens and 1920s, understood the literary logic of modernism, with its poetics of difficulty and allusiveness, more clearly than any of his contemporaries. He pushed his insights further, into an extreme, enormous, all-but-unreadable book — the “Cantos” — that is to high modernism what “Infinite Jest” is to late postmodernism.
Outside of graduate classrooms, not many readers swallow the “Cantos” whole, and a similar fate may lie in store for “Infinite Jest.” Mr. Wallace is likely to remain available to general readers in the smaller, less daunting doses of his stories and journalism. He will also survive as an ally and an influence, a link between the giants who inspired and enraged him and whoever comes next. But he will be terribly missed by those of us who were lost with him in the maze of self-consciousness and self-doubt that defined our peculiar destiny. He illuminated the maze brilliantly, even if he couldn’t show us the way out.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Going Deeper Week 3 Take Home Reflection for Families and Individuals

GOING DEEPER
WEEK 3 of 6
Take Home Reflections for Families and Individuals


Our Theme for the Year: HOME
FAMILIES

In week one, we asked you to “befriend” a tree. The time is coming when significant changes will occur with your friend the tree. How is it going?

In week two, we asked parent(s) to check in on your child or children and ask them a simple question: What would you like me to teach you about this week? How did that go?

This week:
Today’s forum at 10 a.m. was about a man who lived in a box on the streets from the age of 5 until he was 12. Is it possible for you to tell you child the story of the Good Samaritan and ask: What is our responsibility when we see someone suffering? Are there opportunities that we can give back, to make our community a bit of a better place?

As a sign that you are appreciative of the privilege and abundance that is part of your life, take time at mealtime to say what you are grateful for and invite your children to truly notice what is on their plate at mealtime.

INDIVIDUALS
Today’s worship service reflected on the idea of balance, as a part of a meditation on autumn and fall.

What in your own life is seeking permission to die away? What have you been clinging to, keeping alive, that is no longer serving its purpose? How can you let that go, with appreciation and intentionality?

The leaves that are falling from trees will be the nourishment of future growth, future life. What is awaiting birth? What would you desire to see born in you, over the next year? A greater sense of purpose? A greater sense of passion? A new spiritual practice? A greater sense of expression of love?

What is the wisdom of autumn saying to you this day, this week, this season?

Want to go deeper still: Attend vespers facilitated by Kathy Bowman and Rev. Butts, Wed evenings from 6:30 to 7p.m. It is a time to refresh your spirit.
Or become a member of connection circles. Contact Laurie Bertsche, our membership coordinator, at membership.qcuu@mchsi.com

Peace, Roger

For previous reflections, visit www.progressqc.blogspot.com

Monday, September 15, 2008

Week 2 Reflections

As you know, I am providing six weeks of “take home” reflections for our congregants, between our water communion (September 7) and Sukkot (October 12). You can find the reflections at www.progressqc.blogspot.com.

Here are the reflections for week 2:
FAMILY ACTIVITY
The theme for this year at the church is home because our building (our third) is turning 50 years old this year.
Give the children a tour of your home. Show them art that means something to you. Share with them what kind of music you have around and why it matters. Ask them what they love about your house. Show them some books and knick knacks and old family photographs. Sometime in the future, give them a tour of the church. Let them show you what they love here. Show them what you love about our building.

Ask your kids this week to check in on the tree (see week 1 reflection on befriending a tree).
Ask your child this question: This week what would you like me to teach you about?

INDIVIDUAL REFLECTION
Recently, I performed a funeral for an elderly woman. Her daughter recalled a precious and important memory with her mother that involved something as simple as making blueberry muffins together (when the daughter was 5) and running around in the church yard.
Letting Go of Hurry
One of the reasons that I believe that this story stuck with that woman about her mother was that in that moment all of the hurry of life disappeared. The act of making blueberry muffins was an intentional, purposeful, all consuming activity that enabled the mother and daughter to be fully present to each other.

A hurried attitude, my uncle Gary writes in his book Love as a Way of Life, even when you are alone, has an impact on how your related to yourself, to one another, to the earth. When we love intentionally, we become conscious of the way we are hurrying unncessarily and we slow down—with all of our relationships in mind.

Questions for reflection:
What would your relationships be like if you treated everyone, including yourself, as a person in a process rather than as a machine that performs?
When have you seen the patient attidue of a person change someone for the better?

Two quick updates:
A strong group of lay leaders and I are planning the Unitarian Church Spiritual Retreat. Because retreat sites are scarce and busy, we are postponing until March 20th the retreat. All will be welcomed. Workshops will be presented before the retreat to get everyone ready to retreat.

Art Wall. You may have noticed the art wall in the church. Colleen McCarty has on display beautiful original pieces. Original pieces and prints are available for purchase. 15% of the income goes to the church. Our next exhibitor will be AK Glade. Her photographs will go up October 1 and will enhance our theme for the year: Home.

See you in church,
Roger

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Week 1 Reflection Questions

Unitarian Church, 2008
PRACTICES AND REFLECTIONS FOR HOME:
FAMILIES AND INDIVIDUALS

Six Weeks of Going Deeper

Water Communion, September 7, 2008
Through Sukkot, October 19, 2008



Week 1: Home




“You will know you are home when you no longer feel divided within yourself.” Rev. John Morgan

Week 1: Family Activity
Befriend a Tree
Find a tree in your yard or neighborhood. Befriend it. Do not learn its official name or necessarily scientifically try to understand it. But rather become its companion.

How?
Have the kids draw what the tree looks like.
Maybe if it is a dry season, give it a drink of water.
Build a birdhouse (so it will have a friend!)
Put a blanket under the tree and have a family picnic.
Throughout the year, see how the tree changes, see how it grows and what the leaves are doing.



Week 1: Individual Reflection

Water Communion Sunday (on September 7th) is an opportunity to come back together as a community, a church community, after the travels or activities of summer.

What part of community do you find most energizing?
What is your special gift to the community? What do you contribute that is uniquely yours alone to give?
Take a moment to give thanks for that special gift.
Take a moment to give thanks for the special gift that is YOU.

Speaking of you…
I will share with you now, a favorite spiritual exercise. It is from George Kimmich Beach’s book: For Love’s Sake Alone. Rev. Beach is a Unitarian Universalist minister.

Spiritual Exercises: Who are you?
The reader should imagine a dialogue in which the “spiritual director” asks the questions and listens while the respondent (you) answers, repeating the process until it is finished. Then questioner and respondent may reverse roles. I learned this from Rev. Laurel Hallman (also a Unitarian Universalist minister).

Who are you?
I am one who questions myself, who feels alarmed at the challenge to identify myself, who wishes to hide at least some part of myself and feels ashamed of the very wish. Is it something shameful that I want to hide? This very self-questioning opens a rift in my soul…

May God be merciful. Who else are you?
I am one who would be at one with myself. Becoming aware of the rift, the open longing in myself—remembering the blessing but being not yet at peace—I am one who wants to be healed, to be whole, to say to life shalom…

May God be merciful. And who else are you?
I am one who seeks reveries but seldom invites them, who imagines a place beyond self-consciousness and yet, taking thought, cannot imagine how to get there from here. I am one able to talk to myself—“you cannot get there from here!”—and then, unselfconsciously, to laugh at myself…

May God be merciful. And who else are you?
I am one who loves to dance, who wants to find out what stones will say to me, who enjoys enjoyment. I am one who works at accomplishing taks and earning a living and being in charge, who also seeks to escape all that. I am the social animal who also wants to be left alone…

May God be merciful. And who else are you?I am one who, though self-questioning, seeks the healing strength of self-confidence—though at odds with myself, is overcome by laughter—though “lost in the cosmos” finds God very near. I am a true unbeliever and an untrue believer…

May God be merciful. And who do you say that you are?

May God be merciful.

Amen.
Two reflections from Rev. John Morgan (Unitarian Universalist) about “home.”

Some of the earliest forms of being together with others in spiritual community were what were then called “conventicles” or small groups meeting together weekly to read the Bible, talk and pray. George DeBenneville’s house church in Pennsylvania was one such conventicle, bringing together people from various religious sects for worship. DeBenneville, and others after him, believed that this kind of gathering represents the form closest to the early Christian house church. Today, thse kinds of house churches continue, across denomination, bringing people together, in very small groups.

A question for you:
Can I envision being part of a house church or small group?
Where one or two are gathered together, there (we are told!) is more. Help me to find this depth in my life.












Finding a spiritual community in which you can be accepted for who you are while also being challenged to grow is one of the most important experiences in life. Unfortunately, the search can be frustrating. Some communities seem to take an “anything goes” stance, leaving participants confused and without support. Others favor a straight and narrow path but lack heart and expansiveness. You will know you are home when you no longer feel divided within yourself.

Where, if anywhere, do I feel divided no more?

Help me to find that community where my heart and mind are one and where I am restored and renewed for life.